[m4w] serenity
Mar. 10th, 2004 04:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
cthulhiashe mentions the value of serenity, the concept.
Of course, my first image is of some incontinence product. stupid consumerist culture. (Close to Home is of some kid operating a clean underwear stand outside the ER.)
Then I start to think about that South Pacific island I can't have, even though I've had all sorts of daydreams about it.
Not that my life isn't arguably serene.
How much time can I spend in the gym tonight? I have no other plans. Then again it may be my only time to work out before Sunday's race...
blew off sunday because I wanted to be outside, and decided not to run outside because why? I don't remember.
blew off monday because I decided at the last minute to see the Oscar Shorts at Coolidge.
yesterday was dinner and gaming with the one of the few local circles that doesn't make me feel excluded these days.
Not that I fit in there much either.
bleh.
not so much depressed as just... bleh.
that's some value of serene.
Of course, my first image is of some incontinence product. stupid consumerist culture. (Close to Home is of some kid operating a clean underwear stand outside the ER.)
Then I start to think about that South Pacific island I can't have, even though I've had all sorts of daydreams about it.
Not that my life isn't arguably serene.
How much time can I spend in the gym tonight? I have no other plans. Then again it may be my only time to work out before Sunday's race...
blew off sunday because I wanted to be outside, and decided not to run outside because why? I don't remember.
blew off monday because I decided at the last minute to see the Oscar Shorts at Coolidge.
yesterday was dinner and gaming with the one of the few local circles that doesn't make me feel excluded these days.
Not that I fit in there much either.
bleh.
not so much depressed as just... bleh.
that's some value of serene.
